Satlady 6 years ago
Edited by Satlady 6 years ago
My partner went into hospital in April with suspected pneumonia and within 21 days was at our local hospice diagnosed with terminal cancer (melanoma) in four locations in the body, he spent 3 weeks in the hospice before being stabilised and is now how with myself and our three children (10, 11 and 13) with his eldest daughter and grandson visiting along with family when they can.
I am caring for my partner along with trying to come to terms with all of this for him, for me and all the children at the same time as trying as looking after the children and myself, running our home and trying to decide what to do with our business.
I am totally overwhelmed by all of it and am certainly running on auto pilot and adrenaline.
We have been told that while my partner is able to amongst his medications and tiredness that if there is anything we want to do, do it sooner than later when he is able too.
Where do you even start with what you had planned and wanted to do as the children grew up and we grew old disgracefully together.........
I want to wake up from a bad dream and that is not going to happen.