I recently lost my nan and mom in January (they were mom and daughter) my nan lived with us and unexpectedly got I’ll on a holiday to Ireland to visit family. My mom then passed 10 days later. I’m 20 and my mom and nan were my whole world. I am having councelling with Marie Curie which is helping but some days I really am just lost. I have been diagnosed with depression which is another blow to me as I am usually such a bubbly person. My whole world seems to be collapsing around me and I’m terrified something bad will happen to someone else. My mom passed from lung cancer which I didn’t know she had and I didn’t know she was dying so both deaths were a huge shock for me.