I lost my dad on the 25th October 2017 I feel so empty and lost he battled pancreatic cancer for 2 years how do you cope with the pain .
I am sorry to read about the recent death of your dad. Grief is a very individual process and there is no right or wrong way to be. Many people talk to us about physical feelings that they experience whilst they are grieving especially in the early stages. We have lots of information which you can read here on our website: https://www.mariecurie.org.uk/help/support/bereaved-family-friends/dealing-grief/grieving-your-way
What support network do you have Laurie? Is there somebody you can talk to about your feelings. Some people prefer to talk to family or friends whilst others benefit from talking to a professional counsellor or a helpline such as ourselves.
If you would like to discuss things with us further please feel free to call our freephone support line on 0800 090 2309 or contact us by web chat.