My first post. In about 6 weeks it will be the first anniversary of my husbands sudden and unexpected death. I'm doing well - anyone will tell you! Had so much to do but i got thru it. I suffer from poor health which frightens me as I'm living alone but - I'm managing. Now I am financially secure, have supportive sons etc. BUT when i look to my new 'bright' future all I can see is a big black hole in the middle of everything. Will this pass? Help me please.