I worry about my mum we recently lost my job granda to bile duct cancer too and I can't cope
I am sorry to read about the recent loss of your granda and the impact it is having on your family. Grief is a very personal journey and is different for everyone but many people tell us that talking about their feelings can be positive and allow them to start processing their thoughts and emotions. Both yourself and your mum are welcome to use the community as a place to share your experience or if you would prefer to you can speak to one of our Support Line Officers on Freephone 0800 090 2309.
You may find it helpful to read through our information on grief here: https://www.mariecurie.org.uk/help/support/bereaved-family-friends
In the meantime if other community members are reading this post hopefully the will be able to share their experiences with you.
Thanks for sharing such a lovely photo with us. Take care.