I just wanted to say hi to everyone. Mum has terminal cancer. We only found out a few weeks ago. Managed to get her home with me. I have been looking after her for a while now and means the world to me. She is declining fast and may only have days to a week left. She is sleeping most of the time now. It is so hard to see her like this. I had a bad day today and feel really low. Sleeping in mums bedroom to make sure she is ok. Hopefully get a decent nights sleep.