Emilios 3 months ago
Edited by Emilios 3 months ago
Last yr april I was rushed to hospital after collapsing and had to have an emergency brain tumour operation which went well but then told it was caused by cancer that spread from my lungs which is at stage 4 and terminal. Almost one yr on now I can feel my mental and physical health slowly deteriorating. My mother brother and sister offer me no care or support and my 3 daughters and 6 grandchildren live 300 miles away which makes it very depressing for me only being able to contact them by text and phone I try to act brave for them and pretend I'm doing well which is a lie and in reality I'm torn apart knowing I will probably never get to see them again before I finally go. I'm finding it really hard to go on I'm feeling suicidal and just want to end it all before I get so Ill that I can no longer look after myself.