i've just been diagnosed with terminal lymphatic cancer, given weeks/months. have just come back from 23 years in the East (china,taiwan) and feeling completely overwhelmed by family, doctor's appointments, the uncertainty of what will happen. my daughter booked me in for a month at a holiday let in Cornwall to be near her, but she's too busy to sit and talk. i feel like Red Riding Hood's grandmother stuck in the woods. can't stop crying.