keithphillips2 1 year ago

i really feel i need help over Christmas has been that bad i just don't want to be here any more with out jackie i have no life   

admin 1 year ago

Hi Keith,

Can you please share with us a little more detail about what you feel would help? We would love to be able to talk to you in person, and many people tell us that it can be helpful to talk to somebody about how they are feeling. Lots of grieving people share with is thoughts about not wanting to be here without their person, it can be a valid and normal emotion to have.

However, if you are having suicidal thoughts then it is very important for you to get the right help and support.

If you feel unable to keep yourself safe, please know it is ok to seek immediate help. If you’re in the UK, you can do this by: 

•         going to any hospital A&E department (sometimes known as the emergency department)

•         call 999 and ask for an ambulance if you can't get to A&E

•         ask someone else to contact 999 for you or take you to A&E immediately

If you need some support right now, but don't want to go to A&E, here are some other options for you to try: 

•         contact the Samaritans on freephone 116 123, they're open 24 hours and are there to listen

•         contact your GP for an emergency appointment or the out of hours team

We have also previously shared that if you feel unable to reach out to your GP for support, that we may be able to help you with this. You can email your full name, date of birth, address and surgery details to support@mariecurie.org.uk. Please do not share this information on the Online Community.

keithphillips2 1 year ago

i woke up again just don't want to wake up life without jackie i wish she was still here

David 1 year ago

Hi Keith, 

It’s understandable that you wish Jackie was still here with you Keith and that your grief feels so raw at t his time. We’re here for you to talk to about how you are feeling both on this online community and on Freephone 0800 090 2309.

Please use the links we have shared previously if you feel unable to keep yourself safe right now.

Take care,

David - Support Line Officer

keithphillips2 1 month ago

hello i am back i have tied to pick up my life and carry on but this last week i seam to be going down every day and to day i don't think i can i miss my wife so much life with out her is not worth carry on