Dawnh 17 days ago
Husband has terminal lung cancer , oncologist has said he has about 4 months to live. That was in july. He has been offered 3 sessions of chemo and immunotherapy every 3 weeks. He had the first session 5 weeks ago but had a heart attack the second week after chemo. His next session is in 2 days time. In 5 weeks he has gone from being able to walk short distances to barely being able to stand. He is so weak now.. he is very frightened and upset. So am I. I am his sole carer, I am so very upset because I'm losing him.. its unbearable, like a knot inside of me that is so painful.. all I want to do is cry and sob all the time. We have only been together 6 years and married for 3 years. He is 67, and I'm 56. He was such a strong and confident man, now he is like a skeleton, he cant sleep and he is so frightened. . I just cant go on without him.