After being first diagnosed with breast cancer in 2011, I had surgery followed by gruelling chemotherapy and radiotherapy. Great I thought that's it and went on like that for 3 years (cancer free) so I thought. Then in 2014 noticing a small lump in my neck thought ummm this doesn't feel right. Off I go to the hospital, tests and scans to see what it was. This is when I heard these 3 devastating words Metastic breast cancer. NO CURE!!! Well nobody told me this could happen, why? Well as you can imagine lots and lots of questions went through my mind. My kids OMG how will we tell them? How long? Will it hurt? At 37 I thought right, I can do this but now nearly 2 years after the "terminal" diagnosis I just feel so overwhelmed with all the emotions I'm feeling. I cannot cope mentally anymore. HELP!