stella 5 years ago
Hi I am new.I lost my husband on June 16th 2016 to Cancer .He was diagnosed in 2010 and fought for 5 long years it finally went to his brain and was told it was terminal.The last stages of his life were devastating Watching someone turn into this poor pitiful man always in pain and just waiting for it all to be over was heartbreaking and after I just couldn't cope I felt as though I had died with him.We had almost 45 years of marriage and I am finding it so hard coping without him.He was my soulmate,partner ,best friend and lover and now I am completely on my own. the thought of spending the rest of my life without him fills me with dread. If anyone knows how you cope please give me some help !!