Donna1276 3 hours ago
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Hi all, I'm new here because it's taken me a while to put my brave pants on . My hubby of 28 years was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer just before Christmas last year. We have twin 18 yr olds and we've all just taken each day as it's come over the last year. However, I don't know why, this Christmas I'm really struggling to stay strong for him and our kids. I spend most of my "me" time crying where no one can see me as I don't want anyone to worry about me. We have no idea how long he has left with us. He's finished chemo and is now doing 4 weekly immuno. Docs have had to postpone immuno for last 3 weeks because his thyroid and kidneys aren't working properly. I am so scared because I can't help but wonder if this is the beginning of the end. I'm trying to stay positive for hubby and the kids, but inside I am freaking out. He is my soul mate, my bestie, and the best hubby and dad anyone could ever wish for. I can't bear watching him in pain, being tired constantly and just not being his old self. I wish I could take it all away from him
