I lost my husband in Jan this year. He died at home with cancer, with in 3 month’s you were gone why didn’t you fight? My life is so empty without you. I find it hard to talk to anyone. My heart is broken and i just don’t want to live without you. I don’t really have any close friends who I feel I can share with. It’s just me now. Why did you have to go? I’ve never felt this alone in my whole life. I wish it was me and not you, you would of cope a lot better than me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I talk to your photo all the time you look so happy. I’m so sorry