I thought I was doing well but today I can’t bring myself to face anyone it is 8 week’s since I lost my dad. I’m trying to be strong but am struggling today and I’m not being a very nice person to anyone I feel guilty and angry and I’m a rubbish mum at the moment. I can’t see past this.
Hi Fiona, You are not alone.People are probably looking at me thinking I’m doing okay, but actually my heart constantly aches, and I see my dad everywhere, and in everything I say or do. I cannot imagine the rest of my life without hearing or seeing him, but I have to for my mum and brothers sake. If it helps please keep in touch.
Thank you. Im trying to be strong for my mum and sister it’s so hard isn’t it. Life without him seems impossible and I’m so unhappy at the moment x
Here I go then, off to work, dreading walking in, which is so hard every day just pushing myself to go in.Have to work, but I just want to be reminising about dad. Like you I feel very low and subdued. Have the best day you can, One day at a time.
Have a good day or try xxx I’m not going in today I’ve had a bad few days. Speak to you soon x