# now what?

**URL:** <https://community.mariecurie.org.uk/t/now-what/334>\
**Category:** Grief and bereavement\
**Created:** [12 April 2016 08:50 UTC](https://community.mariecurie.org.uk/t/now-what/334 "2016-04-12T08:50:51Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 1\
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**Author:** ![valsie](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/v/0ea827/32.png) [@valsie](https://community.mariecurie.org.uk/u/valsie)\
**Post date:** [12 April 2016 08:50 UTC](https://community.mariecurie.org.uk/t/now-what/334/1 "2016-04-12T08:50:51Z")

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My first post. In about 6 weeks it will be the first anniversary of my husbands sudden and unexpected death. I’m doing well - anyone will tell you! Had so much to do but i got thru it. I suffer from poor health which frightens me as I’m living alone but - I’m managing. Now I am financially secure, have supportive sons etc. BUT when i look to my new ‘bright’ future all I can see is a big black hole in the middle of everything. Will this pass? Help me please.